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Once upon a time there was a girl she lived in the kingdom where no music was allowed, she discovered the music inside and never wanted it to stop, she found a magic box once and hid it under her pillow listening to the music from other kingdoms. She would close her eyes and imagine living there where other people felt the same way she did. She became addicted to music she would find it and smuggle it back into her kingdom, she would sneak out when the guards were sleeping and go into the night and cross the boarders to find the music then bring it back while everyone slept.
Then the guards discovered her hidden music they were very angry and destroyed it all put chains around her horse and punished her. She learned how to vanish how to feel the guards from far away she learned how to move silently how to feel people from far away she learned many things in this kingdom, how to navigate in the darkness through the woods animals and nature always guided and protected her. She continued to sneak out into the dark and back to the other kingdoms which allowed music. Then one day she didn’t come home for days when she finally returned the guards were very angry and took her to the king. Who then in angry tried to kill her. Then they brought her a contract and told her if she didn’t sign it she would be banished from the kingdom into the woods and would have to take care of herself. She read the contract one full of rules against music and dancing loving and kissing against her love of women and the sound of beautiful music. She told the king she would rather be banished.
The king took all of her things her gold and her horse locked them away, fine you can leave but you can only take your clothing in a bag. She was 17 then, then that is all I will take.
Then she was alone in nature she asked her mother the earth and her father the sky what to do and they said go to where the music is follow it and it will lead you where you need to be. You were given the gift of music and the gift of hearing it and feeling it now follow it. Go into the great kingdom of lights in the south . So she went alone into a great kingdom full of many people, and she searched for the music . She found the music but in this Kingdom you needed gold in order to live anywhere but the street. Dear Mother Earth and Father Sky how do i make money without being controlled , they said dance, sing, share yourself. So she did, most people were kind to her and would feed her give her gold when she shared herself but then she encountered those who wanted more she didn’t understand this, she would share with so many she didn’t understand those who took through violence or force but encountered a few each time she would remember how they felt, what they felt like and then after a few painful wounds she would avoid them. For she didn’t mind sharing but it had to be out of love never force never violence. The more she felt the safer she was.
Then she followed the earth and sky to the great city of the north east there she made many beautiful things, and then took a giant bird to the great city of the west. Where she met a kind king, he took her in and made her the princess of his world. He taught her how to share the gifts she made with millions, he taught her many things then he taught her how many people were being ruled by the cruel kings who would use force and violence to conquer and how so many were under the rule of the fallen kings and queens. He taught her who they were and how to see them he taught her how they became kings and queens through deception and fear. He showed her how they created false prophets and used the machines to control peoples minds. He taught her how they used music and art to make people feel they were not good enough. She asked what she could do, use all your gifts to show them what I have shown you. Together they worked to show people things the other Kings and Queens had hidden from the people, he spent years writing a book which he would share with her everyday teaching her everything he was learning.
Then one day she was riding her horse through the valley and she felt something watching her, she couldn’t see it but she could feel it. Then it never went away, she asked the king, i feel something its dark and its near me always but I cannot see it. The King told her, it is them, my time will be soon you must not let them catch you must use everything you learned and know and move when it says move and hide when it says hide and do not let the darkness catch you. Hide in the shadows pretend you are part of the darkness but do not let it catch you. Carry everything I showed you everything I taught you in your heart and mind burn the papers destroy the writings but carry it all inside. Share it when you can in the darkness in the silence but do not be caught by the shadows. One day her horse was killed another day someone tried to break into her home, she sent her horse back to her father in the sky and left her home to go back to mother earth for she knew nothing was worth holding onto but what she carried in her heart. The Kind King took her aside one day in hiding , a flock of birds descended from the sky as he told her the time was very close, he told her many things , she cried she could feel something closing in. He took her hand and pointed to the sky, go now , far away, far from here as far as you can get and do not come back until you feel the shadows are gone. She didn’t want to leave but she knew if she didn’t she may never escape . She left and went as far away as she could run.
Back in the great City of the East she felt it, as if she was there , she saw it as if she was there alone hiding far from the shadows. She closed her eyes she saw them come to his castle and take him, all of his work, all of his possessions. They came in black dressed in shadows they took him to a stone room and then she saw as they killed the kind king. She knew there was nothing she could do, nothing she could say, she felt it as if she was there. Then she turned to her father and mother where do I go that is safe, far away from this world, far away from wires from all that connected you. She took a giant bird to the otherside of the world , she used her ability to feel people and found a Kind Man who took her in, he made art all the time and they made many beautiful things. She cut all the wires and ties for a long time and she waited for the shadows to vanish, then it was quiet, then it was still. After many many moons she returned to the great Kingdom of the east.
She saw the people under the rule of the Kings and Queens who had forgotten that love was more important then Gold. She grew up and became beautiful like them, she learned how to look like them, how to walk like them, how to talk like them. She learned all about the kingdoms, she studied to find ways to keep the kings and the people happy and alive without the violence. She knew she would never win a battle through violence or force, so she studied art and beauty. Then she became a beautiful women …
Then those who Killed who had been her only true father invited her to play in the castle to attend the dinners and to sit with them.
She walked into the castle she sat beside the Kings and Queens and she saw their hearts and under all the fear they were just like her just like her Kind King. Then she offered them everything she had, every idea, every gift, every song, every ounce of beauty and love every smile she could. For she knew she would never be able to fight with violence or force but if she could melt away the fear and share with them new paths, new ways, with love and compassion maybe she could get them to follow her….
Back to mother earth and father sky
Back to a realization that we have more then we need and there is nothing to kill or fight over
Back to a place of knowing death is but a dream and when you no longer fear it you can live in peace…..
If she could bring them back to this then no war to save the people would need to be fought
Late at night she rides her horse past where the Kingdom of the Kind King was
She always connects to him through the sky, and feels him by her side , for all the love he had for the people, all the love he had for her lives on, for even though they took his life they never took the spirit the energy and the love he gave away…
She carries it on and passes it forward to everyone and anyone who she can for in the end she knows it is the only way she can help restore what was lost .
As she share she places it in music, in art, in hearts, in eyes, in words in conversations, for fear creates kingdoms of suffering and love creates kingdoms of love and bliss
We all are part of this
We all create this
We all play a part in this
